back to where i (don't) belong..

duhh.. males banget nih gue udah harus balik ke dormitory. sucks, but i want to because i'd like to see "him". i've been missing him, so much that i could cry. which i almost do but i don't. i swear, i really want to stay here at home but i want to see him. i even want to hug him. i'm afraid if i go back there, i can't take what's really happening there, can't stand the reality that's in there. i wish God would give me a piece of His strength for me, to face everything that happens there. there is the real world, and i'm only a small part of it..

bye, see you guys next time :)