new creation

check out my new creation set ! this time i take dakota fanning's style, simple yet stylish ! she's so shopisticated :)

gold dakota by ristyred featuring Dorothy Perkins day dresses


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school's cool ?

Hey i'ts been so long ya gue ga cerita tentang sekolah dan kabar tryout-tryout gue yang indah hasilnay itu hahahahha. well now i've passed those stressful days about school. Final exams and SIMAK UI, Prasetiya Mulya Scholarship Selection, and other stuff haha. Gue tinggal ngadepin ujian sekolah aja senin besok sampe kamis, abis itu ngurusin buku tahunan yang belom kelar abis itu LIBUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRR sebulan lebih booo ! hahaha how cool is that ? waaaaayy cool ! haahahahaha finally i'll get this all done and soon will be starting new days hahaha

yep the final exams were in April 20th until April 24th. and it was quite hard loh, i mean the questions (and the answers, duh ? ) hahaa but i'm pretty much sure it all nothing but good hihi ;). i did study, well not alot but i did haha hmm let's just pray for good results okay ?

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and about university. i got in to couple of universities like :

1. Swiss German University - International Business and Language
2. Prasetiya Mulya Bisnis School - S1 Bisnis Scholarship :)
3. President University - International Business Scholarship.
4. University of Indonesia - Administrasi Niaga (AAAAAAAAAAA Gilaaaa !!!!!!!!)

those are rocking ! i'm very happy and i'm glad that i don't have to worry about universities anymore ! hahahahaha (hell yeah i'm worrying about other stuff though). i'd definitely take Universitas Indonesia ! and yesterday i went to Depok to look for a place to stay with ka denita :). i'll be in a same room with her actually, that will be awesome hihi. so after i graduated from high school, i'll be anak UI hhaha. oh i can't wait for college huaahh. ;p

but but but, i'm worrying about radhi nih ! dia belom pasti kuliah dimana huhu, and today he'is doing the entrance test to UI Inter lohh (oh how i wish i can be there for him, because he's alone tapi gabisa). tadi pagi-pagi jam setengah 8 gitu dia nelvon gue, padahal gue lagi tidur. he said he was bored, he arrived there to early hahaha pray for him ya guys, wish he can get into UI juga so he can be close to me hehehe. abis kalau ga dapet UI, terus keterim di ITB ato unpad he'll be in Bandung huhuhu, so i won't be able too see him a lot, jangan dong please huhuhu UI aja radhi Ya Allah..

this sad story in the sad song

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got a seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into.

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

~ "Thinking Of you" - Katy Perry

(click the title above to see the video :) )

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you know, the first time i heard this song and understood what it meant. it's a bout a girl who had lost someone that she loves (not loved) the most, and he's the most perfect love one she has ever had. she has yet found a now love, but it will never be the same. she kept thinking about the lost love, wishing he's the the one who's with her. and she regreted how can she let him go, how she only want to be with him.

i could barely hold up my tears. they kept running on my cheek, my eyes blurred. because that song reminds me of someone who i love the most, who can never be replaced by any other boy. YOU.
yes i've picked the ripest one. i've tasted the perfection. your perfection. it's hard for me to think, and then mention one person who's just like you. because there's none. nobody. no comparison. even though i find someone else who is good for me, i think yep he's a second best. not the best. cause you're the only one who knows how to treat me best, who understands and know how i am, what i need, and what i want.

ohh.. how i wish that i could spend my times with you, no interruption. no barrier. my regret is the biggest foolish thing here. i know i was stupid for letting you go. for hurting you. for tearing apart your heart and left scars on it. how i want you to believe that hey i can fix that, i'll cure your pain that i had cost you before it all happened. before the complication strikes harder and harder again. made us hurt many hearts not only ours. created enemies for us.

i just want you back, this condition now is hurting me slowly. we're together but we're not really together. i've been patient, i've been waiting. i know you've been there too. but don't punish me this hard. i feel very sorry, i want you back. i've always thinking of you, i can't go and i can't let you go.