tomorrow is the 2nd try out oh noooooo !

please dehh, besok try out tapi otak gue masih KOSONG ! hahaha parah sumpah ! i got 22% of passing grade in the first try out, with well an empty brain too ! ahahah mau mampus gue gitu entar try out masih kosong juga otak gue hahaha ! mana gara-gara minggu lalu gue gaikut sesi pertamanya jadi besok gue ngerjain 6 pelajaran mameeeeennn ! ahahahaha



i swear i'm not in the mood of getting up early, but tomorrow i have to ! huhuuuu pengen santai-santai tapi gapernah bisa yahhh.. kasian banget ya gue ! heheheheh tapi biarin aja yang penting besok........ my boyfriend will pick me up from BTA hehehehe we will go somewhere together hehe with his friends also.. God, I miss him already padahal tadi abis ketemuan di sekolah hehe sebelom gue pulang kerumah. Tapi tetep aja kangennyaaaaaaaaaaa ahahahahahaha ! I can't wait until tommorow comes hehehehe


see you tommorowwww :)) pray for my try out yaaa hehe thanks everyone !

willy&willyam's birthday treat yumm

hellooooo ! i've told you kan kalo gue mau ke acara traktirannya willy willyam ? hihihi yepp, last night the event was held in IZZI PIZZA Pondok Indah.. There were quite lots of my friends that come, including Vada (read~ Dhanu's gf). At first, gue, dara, rara datengnya kecepetan gitu hahahaha ! Kan awalnya kita ke pim dulu ketemuan disana, terus tadinya mau jalan-jalan kan, tapi kata dara willy bilang mereka uda pada di Izzi sampe akhirnya gue bertiga tuh buru-buru nyusul ke Izzi, kena macet pula di arteri hahahha. Ehhhhhhhh pas nyampe belom ada anak-anak satu pun ! hahahah, yang ada kita kaya orang autis gitu foto-foto disana hahaha nih salah satu hasilnya yaa hehehe :

(gue, rara, dara)

hahaha kurang kerjaan beneran kita ! ahahahahhaha. But finally, after waiting about 15 minutes, willy, willyam, radhi, dimas arrived hahaha disusul dengan temen-temen yang lain.. Acara cukup seru karena abis liburan panjang kangen juga sama temen-temen tersayang hihihi, kita ngobrol-ngobrol dan ketawa-ketawa uda kaya orang gila, gatau malu beneran hahaha ! Izzi pizza nya penuh sama suara kita kali hahaha tapi kita mah pada cuek-cuek aja hahaha.

The most memorable, fun, and coolest moment was when we gave a surprise for the twins (willy&willyam) ! Well, actually it was lia's idea (willy's gf) but we helped hahaha ! Because we all involved in the surprise whoaaa. Mau tau surprisenya apaan ? Jadi kita tuh masing-masing 17 orang pada bawa cupcakes warnna-warni yang super sweet and cute itu hahaha too pretty to be eaten lahh, kan soalnya mereka ultah yang ke-17 tahun hahaha. Terus dikumpulin gitu di meja cupcakesnya, nah si kembar duduk samping-sampingan disuruh rangkulan gitu haha kocak abis ! Kan cupcakesnya ada lilin-lilinnya gitu, mereka disuruh tiup lilin bareng berdua hahaha. Mereka malu-malu gitu tapi akhirnya mau juga hahahaha..

(willyam & willy)

Well, yang nyebelin apa ? Banyak makanan yang telat gitu datengnya ahaahaha parah banget ! Masa lia, dara, rara,ingrid, alvin ga makan ? pas ujung-ujung acara baru makanan nya dateng coba ! hahahaha mas nya keteteran pesenannya banyak sihh haha. Tapi please deh, masa lia cewenya yang punya hajat kebagian makanannya terakhir ? Parahh mas-mas izzi nya hahahaha. But that was a fun nite kog hehehe, kan jarang-jarang spend time kayak begitu bareng sahabat-sahabat dan teman-teman hihihi. Apalagi gue sempet ngomong sama yaaaaaaaaaaaa seseorang lah hahaha, yang susah banget gue ajak ngomong hahah uda ah lupain aja hehehe yang penting seneng-seneng ! Rite ?

Well, I guess segitu aja yahh hehe uda hampir jam 2 pagi nih, tomorrow i have to wake up early, because i'll have french class from 9am to 1pm hahaha. See yaaa ! :)

OH NOOO !

yeaaa riteee ! "oh no" is the most appropriate expression for this ! why ?? karena gue besok uda harus balik ke dormitory (read~President School).. Come on ! males banget sumpahhh, abis udah lama banget liburnya, uda enak dirumah hehe mana balik-balik ntar harus MID TERM TEST lagi awww ! Bukannya apa-apa, no offense tapi otak gue udah kosong gara-gara liburnya kepanjangan hahaha bego yah gue ? Tapi jujur aja gue kurang refreshing nih selama liburan ini, habisnya.. kaki gue baru dioperasi jadi mau kemana-kemana susah hahahaha bener-bener deh nasib gue hahaha..

Tapi ada bagusnya juga uda mau balik ke asrama, mau tau apa aja ? hehehe :

1. I can get to see my BF~ramo , and my friends againnnnnn !
2. I can practice CHEERING againn ! whoaaaa how i miss cheering so bad huhuu

Hahaha emang males sih balik ke dormy, tapi mengetahui seperti itu aku jadi agak semangat hahaha. Dan satu hal lagi yang bikin males, bersih-bersih kamar alias kurveyy hahahhaha bakal abis-abisan nih soalnya ditinggal selama itu hahahaha

Well, i'll write more later yaa.. because i have to take a bath now, i'm going to go to PIM then izzi pizza for willy&willyam's birthday treat hehehehe

so, ciaooo bellas ! muahhh hihihi

it's a boy(friend) thing !

yeaahh today is ovie's birthday, but today is also my 1st month anniversary with my bf~ Omar Muhammad Sahar hihihi. I call him omar, ramo, big ramo, or ayang hehehe. A month feels like a long time because after a week we're in the relationship, he had to go back to Makassar-his home town for the long boring sucks holiday huhuu. I miss him so very damn much ! I haven't seen him in three weeks until now, oh God.. We don't texting a lot (almost not), but every night we're always on phone calls until 2 or 3 in the morning ahahahaha ! I know it's not good to stay up that late every night, but so what ? i miss my bf so much ;p

Well, maybe you'd like to know a little about how did we get together hehehe. He's actually my junior at school, but he's about 4 months older than me hahaha because I was in the acceleration program back when I was in junior high. He's very well-known among his batch haha, because he got into trouble quite a lot at school haha and I was one of the senior that would love to punish him whenever he do something wrong haha ! But his gang and I quite close, we often shared stories together, including how he was chasing a girl in my school and he kinda needed my help, so we talked a lot, and I already had a boyfriend back then. But at the end of grade 11, I broke up with my bf and before there was a rumor about omar likes me, but i ignored the rumor because i thought it was impossible.

But the rumor was right ! He did like me i guess ahaha because he started to text me, and give things to me (which i never asked). And all his friends were like giving signs to me, or ask me how about him, and so on. At first I took him as a brother, because I didn't intend to have a boyfriend, i'd like to be single. But after about 2 or 3 months of being close with, I started to have a strange feeling that maybe we can call it "crush" ahahaha ! And after 4 months, he "shot" me you know, but I wasn't sure about his feeling and MY FEELING too ! I didn't think I have the "love" for him, even though my friends said yes i already have it but I was not sure about it, so I gave a rejection. He was disappointed and sad I guess, because after that he became very quiet for about 3 days and he didn't even talk to me.I felt like i was losing him, but then he said he needed one more chance, he loves me ohhhh ahahahaha :p. So I gave him the "one more chance", and about a month after it happened the same thing ! 090908, at 09.09pm he did "a shot" again ! I was very shocked ! Because we were only chatting just like what we usually do, I could barely talk or say anything hahahha then i gave an answer, and it was a YES... :)

I guess that's all okay ? ahaha I'll talk about him again later okay hehe just pray for us, so this relationship will work out nicely, and we're happy together.. :D thanks everyone !

October 9th 2008

heyy today is October 9th 2008 ! i'd like to say something for my beloved lovely sister and girlfriend, Nafillah Oktiza Melovie hihihi...

Happy 15th Birthday Ovie !

May all your goals and wishes come true.. :)

Ovie is a very nice, cool, and of course very beautiful girl that i'm close with, and she has a very very beautiful hair ! She loves Cinderella and Audrey Kitching. I knew her since grade 10 while she was in grade 8. We were kinda in a rivalry of a very stupid thing called "a BOY", but he turned out to be such aan a**hole and a jerk not only to ovie and me but well yeaa, lots of girls haha you don't wanna know who laahhh ahahahaha. But then, everything changed and ovie and I became very close, i love her so much hihihi. Unfortunately, it's a bit hard for me to meet her because my school is dormitory.. Last time i saw her in person was in May 2008 ! It was very long time ago huhh ? I miss her a lot a lot ! I can't wait to visit her house this Sunday, October 12 hihihi I'll have fun with her later :D

Well I guess that's all about Ovie, you can get to know her in person though and you'll be glad. She's fun to be friends with :) Byeee

Eid'l Fitr' 1429 H

hello again everyoneee ! :) we meet again today hehehe ohya kita belom maav-maavan kan ya ?. Well if Melly Goeslaw says 'I LOVE YOU", I'd say :

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1429 H
Minal Aidin Wal Faizin, Mohon Maav Lahir dan Batin :D

Lebaran tahun ini ngga semenarik dan seseru tahun-tahun yang lalu, jujur aja. Keluargaku ngga semuanya kumpul, uda gitu THR-nya sedikit bangeeeeeeett ahahahaha tau nih beneran dikit banget hahaha. Dan mungkin yang bikin lebih berat ya masalah keluargaku yang lagi aku hadapin.

Duh kog aku males ya nulis banyak-banyak sekarang ? lagi ngga mood bener deh ! :( tapi beneran tahun 2008 tahun yang paling berat buat aku, puasa kemaren juga yang paling berat buat aku, kelas 12 juga paling berat buat aku. I'M UNDER A VERY BIG PRESSURE THIS YEAR ! How come it all happen to me ? wheewww To be honest I'm very tired yaa to handle these things. I always wondering when will these all end ?

Sgini aja ya ? gue bener-bener lagi ga mood nih huhu byee :(

my very first blog hihihi ;p

Hello everyone ! :)

This is my very first blog. I'm writing in English and maybe sometime Indo, so I'm sorry if my English is horrible because I'm not a native speaker hehe. Actually I've created this account since 4 months ago, but I've left it empty because I was kinda super duper busy those months hehehe. Seriously, I'm not lying I was BUSY ! ahahahaha

Well, I was busy practicing the extraordinary "Colossal Dance of Hamparan Nusantara" (there are Dayak, Betawi, Celebes, and Minang dance), because my school (read: President Senior High School) was chosen to perform in the state palace for our country's 63rd independence day. The practice itself took about 5 months of practicing like day and night. That was one of the most exhausting terms in my life hahahh. Of course not in full 5 months everyday and night, but we also had time to rest our body and relax fiuuhhh :) Our feelings were mixed up that time. Anxious, excited, worried, tired, lousy, passionate, and cheerful all at once ! Because we had to get through a series of selection process, because to perform in the state palace takes a lot of requirements and qualification. We were in a huge competition with other representatives from all over Indonesia's part, and most of them were from dancing schools and clubs, and their ability were waaayyyyyy far from us ! that was very scary knowing that maybe we wouldn't be performing if we didn't pass the selection. But hell yeaaaa ! God really gave us His miracle, we were chosen :) And that was a huge responsibility and took a huge concequences hufhhh :o


Even though it was a hard thing to do, but we managed to do it ! Our improvement of skills are fantastic ! And the result, wasn't disappointing.. it was AMAZING ! We were sooooo happy to know that WE DID IT YEAAA ! ;DD

Well, maybe enough for a first blog rite ? hihi Before this turns to be a borrrriiiing blog so I guess that's all about it hehehe. Maybe you'd like to see some pictures of the colossal dance which I was talking about ? I put some of them below because there are to many photos to be displayed ahahaha You'd be amazed if see it directly actualy, well maybe later I'll post some of the videos to my youtube so you can check it out hihihi ;p



*the betawi girls and umbul-umbul boys hehe (i'm one of the hihihi ;p), and also ka frans (betawi coach) and ka eddy (umbul2 coach):

*the dayak girls and ka thobby the greatesttttt ! :

*the betawi girls and ka ctarr (toya coach) :

*me, ka frans muahh, ingrid - BEFORE THE PERFORMANCE ! aaaaaaa :

well, there are more hihihi :)) see ya !