love hurts :'(

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

~ Love Hurts - Incubus

yeaaaa i absolutely agree with that song ! love does hurt ! but sometimes it's a good hurt hahaha silly but true though. and in my life i've felt so many hurts about love, and the hapiness about it too. and i usually can't stand being hurt because of love.. :(

kaya sekarang contohnya, gatau kenapa pas temen-temen ngeledekin "dia" sama si "itu" gue kayanya sakit gitu.. awalnya gue bisa tahan dan bisa banget gue tutupin, tapi sejak dia bilang kalo dia suka beneran sama itu gue langsung kaya dihantem batu hati gue ! sakit banget shock banget ! gue sendiri bingung kenapa gue ngerasa gitu sih ? padahal tadinya gue biasa aja ke dia, gue malah nyuekin dia, tiap dia sms gue bales ogah2an malah sering ga gue bales ato ampe dia harus berkali-kali sms baru gue bales, terus kalo dia telvon ada aja alesan gue biar udahan ato engga gue suruh orang lain angkat, ato malah gue reject ! huaaa yang lebih parah kadang kalo dia nyamperin gue guenya malah menjauh gitu ngehindar.. i was so meaaaaaaaaannn !

kenapa gue sekarang ngerasa kaya kehilangan banget gitu dan sedih banget ya ? kenapa gue begini ?! gue kan uda punya cowo.. kenapa sihh ahhhhhh ??? arrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhh !