the man across the globe..

I don't know why this morning, i felt like i miss him.. the man across the globe.. the Russian-dancer-hottie.. LOL

Maybe it's because i checked his pictures out two days ago.. haha

Maybe i just wanna know how is he going..

No Judging Quote

"When you judge people. You don't have time to love them"

ALERT !!!

today is January 20th 2010. you know what this day supposed to be. before it's all over. well, this morning i woke up and i saw 2 new messages notifications on my cell phone. 1 was from my friend and one was from the love of my past. the message says..

From      : R

         

         "Hei hei sekarang tanggal berapa yah ?"

i replied, but then i got no answer. sigh, is it really over ? should've been 38 months (technically). you see, that proves that love sometimes not as sweet as it seems.. face it.

risty xoxo

my favorites of Owl City

Hey, i'm in love with these songs bye Owl City, they're heartwarming songs and music. and the lyrics also has deep meanings in our lives. i'll share my favorites :)

1. Fireflies

"I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems"

"To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell"

2. Vanilla Twilight 

(it's funny cause this song is just about how i'm feeling about someone right now lol)

"The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you"

"'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here"

 "I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly"

"The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly"

"Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone"

"As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight"

 

"I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here"

well, those are my favorite parts of the two songs of Owl City. i'm pretty sure all of you love em to, cause well they are lovable lol. if you've never heard of them, you can check em out in my mixpod player in this blog.

enjoy, xoxo :) 

this sad story in the sad song

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got a seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into.

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

~ "Thinking Of you" - Katy Perry

(click the title above to see the video :) )

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you know, the first time i heard this song and understood what it meant. it's a bout a girl who had lost someone that she loves (not loved) the most, and he's the most perfect love one she has ever had. she has yet found a now love, but it will never be the same. she kept thinking about the lost love, wishing he's the the one who's with her. and she regreted how can she let him go, how she only want to be with him.

i could barely hold up my tears. they kept running on my cheek, my eyes blurred. because that song reminds me of someone who i love the most, who can never be replaced by any other boy. YOU.
yes i've picked the ripest one. i've tasted the perfection. your perfection. it's hard for me to think, and then mention one person who's just like you. because there's none. nobody. no comparison. even though i find someone else who is good for me, i think yep he's a second best. not the best. cause you're the only one who knows how to treat me best, who understands and know how i am, what i need, and what i want.

ohh.. how i wish that i could spend my times with you, no interruption. no barrier. my regret is the biggest foolish thing here. i know i was stupid for letting you go. for hurting you. for tearing apart your heart and left scars on it. how i want you to believe that hey i can fix that, i'll cure your pain that i had cost you before it all happened. before the complication strikes harder and harder again. made us hurt many hearts not only ours. created enemies for us.

i just want you back, this condition now is hurting me slowly. we're together but we're not really together. i've been patient, i've been waiting. i know you've been there too. but don't punish me this hard. i feel very sorry, i want you back. i've always thinking of you, i can't go and i can't let you go.

Love Poems

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -



I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -


Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

- Meghan -


When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

- Chris Engle -